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March 3, 2012

Slowly Spiralling.......

2007 rolled around and unbeknown to me i was heading on a downward spiral, a big one. I'd just finished my TAFE course, i had nothing planned, i was depressed and anxious and had just given up on myself and the world As the months progressed i became more and more suicidal. At the time i was learning to drive. I had to stop as i was having serious thoughts about driving the car into a tree. I knew if i did that there would be someone else in the car, even though the last thing i wanted was to hurt anyone else, all i could think about was destroying myself.

I think i had started seeing L again by this stage but as my GP was quite worried about my suicidal ideation she referred me to another therapist which i got a bit confused as to why, as i was still seeing L. This is how i met C. Soon after L told me she was leaving, so my GP referring me to C worked out well in the end. As you will find out, C became one of the most signifigant, important people in my life.